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1/16/2014

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In my last blog post, I talked about being intentional.  In keeping with that January theme, this too will be about intention but also choice and luck. 

At work, my coffee/tea cup has the scripted words, Love Deeply.  Love deeply.  Do you love deeply?  What does that mean to you?  I opened google this afternoon and was quickly distracted. Google featured a drawing (as it often does) but this time a cartoon-type sketch of Gorilla's and a sentence acknowledging Dian Fossey's 82nd birthday.  I vaguely remembered the name, obviously remembering something about Gorillas, but not recalling any details.  I opened the link and found myself being drawn in.  Dian Fossey was a Zoologist who extensively studied Gorilla groups for over 18 years.  The article chronicled her early life, contributions and sudden death in 1982.  It was both fascinating and sad.   
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Early last week my daughter talked about watching the movie "Blackfish", a 2013 documentary about Orcas held in captivity.  For her sixteenth birthday last year we had taken her and a friend to swim with the dolphins at Sea World.  She has always had a love for animals but having just seen the Orca's, this movie left her sad.  All week, I knew my blog post was going to involve animals.  Why?

Let's back up.  About 13 years ago, my neighbor (40 years older than me) knocked on my door and introduced herself. She had just bought the house across the street. That began a dear friendship that lasted until her death almost a year ago.  She was and will always remain an inspiration to me.  Her sense of humor, young spirit and passion for that which she loved has left an impression on me.  She was married twice.  Her first husband was a professor at UC Berkeley, Marine Biologist and contributor to National Geographic.  Her second husband was the director of the San Diego Zoo for most of his life.  A very large photograph of her second husband with an elephant hung in the office of her home.  Not only was he the director of the zoo but was also instrumental in designing and implementing the Wild Animal Park in San Diego as well as being a friend and colleague of Walt Disney.  Walt had once considered incorporating live animals in the Magic Kingdom and sought his advice.  

You could say a genuine, in depth passion for the preservation of animals had seeped into the fibers of her soul.  She often told me she had a "fabulous life" and was married to the two greatest men she had ever known.  I tried to probe her about stories of her life and although she sometimes shared tid-bits of information, she was definitely a "live in the moment" sort of person. Her spunky spirit and impulsive attitude left me scrambling through creeks and over fences.  She changed my concept of age. 

We shared a common faith but seldom talked about it.  Her actions spoke volumes; she evangelized in generosity to her neighbors and was an example of strength when facing trials.  It was evident her roots were deeply planted in a foundation of love. 1) Because of her husband's friendship with Walt Disney, she had "lifetime passes" to the Disneyland franchise.  She was constantly getting friends in for free.  One phone call from her, left entire families beaming with gratitude.  Her only question ? "would you like a hopper pass so you can get into both parks?"  I sometimes worried people were taking advantage of her but she never once voiced that concern to me.  She made friends easily and gave freely what she had so abundantly been given.  2) I saw her endure extreme loss and sadness but she never would fall so low that she couldn't get through.  She was forever "pressing forward" into the next chapter.  Finally, the words she spoke about her father tumbled out like morsels of chocolate chips- sweet and desirable.  She only spoke words of love and when in her final months, she said she saw her father walking towards her from a place of beauty, she had no fear. 

Intention, choice and luck. The older I get, the more I believe you must be intentional.  You must make the choice for your time and energy.  If you don't, someone else will.  As I was reading about Dian Fossey, I was struck how she did not initially set out to study Gorillas- she sort of stumbled into it by luck (or fate).  Likewise,  I just happened to be the neighbor to my dear friend but at some point I had to have made the choice to spend time with her.  I had to be "intentional".  I was pretty lucky, too as I had the time and proximity living across the street.   

We have choices every day and not every story, every person, every cause is going to inspire us to become involved.  Life can be difficult.  It can be great but it will have it's times of difficulty too.  If I take the inspiration of my dear friend: 1) I must live in the moment, pressing forward 2) living in a spirit of generosity, taking time to know people life has brought my way  3) being passionate and compassionate- whether it is people, animals, the environment or a cause for one of these things 4) remain rooted in a foundation of love.  Finally, a challenge….
to "love deeply".
Thankfully, there are people that don't just remain "Comfortably Numb" but are intentional with their lives.  They "begin" to step out in faith and take little steps and diversions along the way. 

Increasingly, we live in a culture that is "desensitized" to life's pains.  In a computerized age, there is no comparison to the human touch.   Listen to this 1979 iconic vintage vinyl from Pink Floyd's, the Wall.    
Pink Floyd- The Wall
Released November 1979 

Pink Floyd

This vinyl was iconic for me in my Senior year of high school.  As we began the search for vintage vinyl, I knew I wanted "Pink Floyd" in our collection.  After several failed attempts on Ebay's on-line auction, I finally had what I thought was the winning bid.  Less than 8 seconds from the finish line, another bid stole the album out from under me.  I had to "learn" the computer tricks as some people have computer programs that automatically monitor bids and strategically cast winning bids where human ability cannot compete. 

Noteworthy
  • Band name is a derivative of two Blues musicians, Pink Anderson & Floyd Council
  • Following a performance at a Catholic Youth Gp, the owner refused to pay claiming it wasn't music
  • Has sold over 250 million albums, worldwide and considered one of rock's most successful act
  • David Gilmore joined the band in 1967 and Syd Barrett left in 1968

Originally formed in 1965, the band consists of Syd Barrett, Nick Mason, Roger Waters and Richard Wright.  Waters, Mason and Wright were all architecture students in London.  Barrett was a childhood friend of Waters. It was Barrett who came up with the name on a spur of the moment move from a collection of blues albums he had that included blues musicians, Pink Anderson and Floyd Council.  Pink Floyd is loosely categorized as experimental, psychedelic and progressive.  It wasn't until 1973, that Pink Floyd came out with the "Dark Side of the Moon" which was more about lunacy than space and really placed Pink Floyd on the map for a worldwide audience.  They went on to release 14 studio albums, 3 live albums, 13 compilation albums and 4 video albums earning the reputation of being one of the most commercially successful bands.  

So what does Pink Floyd's song, "Comfortably Numb" have to do with this blog post? 

I thought about that even before I started this entry.  I was thinking about the idea of being "comfortably numb" to the realities of life.  I thought about my original paragraph in this blog about Dian Fossey.  In her article, there were at least two human interest events that caused me to write this post.  When Dian was little, her parents divorced at the age of 6.  That in itself was not what caught my attention but after loosing contact with her biological father, it noted "her step-father did not allow her to sit at the dinner table with he and her mother" AND being a strict disciplinarian, did not offer emotional support.  "Struggling with personal insecurity, Dian turned to animals for her acceptance". 

After spending over 18 years of studying Gorillas in Rwanda, sometime during the day on New Year's Eve in 1977, Fossey's favorite Gorilla, Digit was killed.  He did not die an easy death but defended his Gorilla group by fending off 6 poachers and 3 dogs, taking 5 spears, fighting ferociously to his death and allowing 13 of his group to escape.  All of this for an offer of $20 from a merchant to a poacher. Fossey set up a foundation called the Digit Fund (AKA Dian Fossey Gorilla Fund International) that is a charity for the protection of endangered mountain Gorillas. See Wikipedia. 

Why use this song?
"Comfortably numb" is a challenge to move into action and not remain numb and desensitized.  It is a challenge to invest our time and money into people and causes greater than ourselves.  Each one of us is selfish by design but the sacrifice of one changes the course of history. 
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January 2014

1/9/2014

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Here we go: January is the month of resolutions.  Have you made and broken one yet?  

I started this website's design about 2 1/2 months ago.  My husband, who is a lot more technologically savvy than I, sat down with me one Saturday in October and helped me put together a blog on zombies.  When I told him, I envisioned a website, not a blog, And not related to zombies,  he said, really?  What items are you going to sell that are related to zombies?  It did not help my cause that I had 3 hits on an imaginary zombie blog site within hours of posting.  

I spent the next 2 1/2 months writing, organizing and thinking about the structure of my website.  Who knows how it will change but I'm happy with the basic structure.  The seeds to start TimbreNotes began two and half years ago.  My oldest daughter was leaving for college.  I thought I might put together something called, "Mom's minute".  I wrote a couple paragraphs, sent them and that was it.  She is now a Junior. 

The time was not static, however.  In that time, I wrote countless emails to my oldest child, a son who was living in India and Thailand and even more "likes" and brief "Facebook" comments on my daughter's photography site where she documented her travels of college life, senior pictures, weddings and living 5 months in So Africa in additional to text messages to my youngest daughter who is still in high school. 

These quick written messages in combination with my job, have really refined, not only my website, but my philosophy on life.  Let me explain: I have come to appreciate the word, intentional.  I work full-time where my job requires me to be quick on my feet with phones, people and organizational skills.  Compassion and being the eyes, ears and hands for a community is the single most important thing I do.  

However, this past summer I was feeling particularly exhausted at the end of the day.  I just could not get ahead.   

Feeling behind before I really began, I tried to "rally" and stay connected and focused.  This continued for a couple of weeks before I decided to put together an excel spreadsheet and track the unexpected "interruptions" in a day and week (at work).  Interestingly, an average of 160 interruptions which made me realize 1) why I was so exhausted and 2) develop a healthy perspective on choosing the most important things of the day and 3) placing the "control" of my life back into my hands. 
21 Suggestions for Success

1. Marry the right person.  This one decision will determine 90% of your happiness or misery.
2. Work at something you enjoy and that's worthy of your time and talent. 
3. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
4. Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know. 
5. Be forgiving of yourself and others. 
6. Be generous.
7. Have a grateful heart. 
8. Persistence, persistence, persistence. 
9. Discipline yourself to save money on even the modest salary. 
10. Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated. 
11. Commit yourself to constant improvement.
12. Commit yourself to quality. 
13. Understand that happiness is not based on possessions, power, prestige, but on relationships with people you love and respect. 
14. Be loyal. 
15. Be honest. 
16. Be a self-starter. 
17. Be decisive even if it means you will sometimes be wrong. 
18. Stop blaming others.  Take responsibility for every area of your life. 
19. Be bold and courageous.  When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did. 
20. Take good care of those you love. 
21. Don't do anything that wouldn't make your mom proud. 


H. Jackson Brown, Jr. 
There are a slough of resolutions out there.  About the time I was starting the design of this website, I came across this "21 suggestions for success by H. Jackson Brown, Jr and popped a copy of it into a folder under my computer.  Also, this week I heard on the radio the announcer saying that the reason most resolutions do not work, statistically, is because they are self-centered.  He challenged the listener to do the resolution for the benefit of someone else.   

Maybe you could use a paradigm shift in perspective.  I challenge you to be "intentional" with your time.  Choose one item from the list and tweak it in such a way that the outcome of you completing that resolution is for the benefit of someone else.  

Yes- I had a tiring year but when I look at the year in terms of parenting, I realize I had to be "intentional" in emotionally letting my kids adventure out beyond the bubble of their hometowns and my protection.  Yes- I have a busy schedule at work.  I must choose how urgent the request is and balance that with the deadlines while keeping a childlike faith.  Yes- I could choose a website on zombies and get a slough of followers or develop a website where I may get one viewer and that is ok… because this website was never about numbers. Or zombies.  

Happy 2014!    
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